May 14th-16th, 2o12

Monday; Today I was unable to go in to the city to see Delainey so I wasn't able to get the results for her eye exam over the phone but I have some hope as all the nurse was able to tell me was that her eye was not as bad as the Dr had expected.....not exactly sure what that's suppose to mean but Im trying to be optimistic and trust in God. Wednesday: Today I had a specialist come sit down with me during my visit with Delainey and discuss the possibility of Delainey having a rare chromosome disorder called Trisomy 13. I really don't know what to say at this point, I'm sooo beyond angry, like the next Dr. that comes into my visits with my daughter and tells me anything negative I'm gonna knock in the face! I've HAD ENOUGH!!! How am I suppose to stay positive when every

time I tell myself to remain calm and what not, I got another blow to knock me down! I also HATE that I have to go through all of this on my own, I wish that her daddy would be able to take off work some days and spend hours in the hospital with Delainey and I. But I know he needs to bring money in, now more than ever.......I'm so discouraged.