More overwhelming days

May 9th, 2012 Today was a rough day. I was told that her left eye is not normal. Its abnormally small and the Dr believes she could be blind in that eye. She cannot open it, they have to pry it open and once opened it is covered by a gray haze and she does not follow the light or respond to any stimulation. I was soooo mad. All I kept thinking was 'What next?!? Why is all this sh*t happening to her??' I just didn't understand and personally I'm sick and tired of hearing negative news! She will be getting an eye ultrasound on Monday. I'm going to be doing a lot of praying this weekend. May 11th, 2012 (Friday) Nephrology came by today and all her Delaineys blood work and test results came back normal! Her kidneys are doing GREAT!!!! Thank God! Now I just have to wait for that dreaded eye exam Monday. May 13th, 2012 (Sunday) Delainey is putting on weight and she looked really good today when I went to see her. She made me a Mother's Day card and the nurses put her lil footprints in the card with baby pink paint, it was soooo cute. She even still had some paint in between her toes when we came to see her lol.